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I’m feeling pretty bad now. That’s why I want to write about this topic.

People always feel sad and angry when they think that something bad happens to them while they don’t do anything wrong. That’s also why I’m feeling pretty bad now. I don’t think I did anything wrong, but the unhappy thing happened to me. What I always do when this kind of thing happens to me is being mad and trying to do something to prove that I am right.

Usually, after a while, I’ll start to pray to the god. I hope that I could calm down and carefully think about how this thing could have happened. I hope that he can help me and let me not be so sad. When I do this for a period of time, I always feel much better and can control my body and my mind. I think it is why I believe the god and thank him so much.

After I calm down, I am able to think more about that if I really didn’t do anything wrong. Whenever I do this, I’ll find that I really did something wrong, although I don’t think that’s my fault a few minutes ago. I think when one is angry, he can easily see others’ fault but hardly find himself wrong. I appreciate that I can always calm down and see things more clearly, which enables me to analyze the situation more objectively. So that’s when I'll feel ashamed instead of being angry with others.

I’ll still feel sad, not for the bad things, but for my bad behavior. However, that is what I think can help me improve. I always find that I’ve grown a little after this kind of things. I’m pretty lucky that I have such a good god who loves me and always forgives me. I think that is a way for me to improve myself.